OMG my days are going by so quickly…with SOBERHOUSE 2 coming out i am on super overload …doing alot of stuff for it..yes i am still training with the boss ,DARLENE… i just shot for LIFE & STYLE MAGAZINE last week and the story is coming out either this week or next… ill keep u posted…today DARLENE kicked my arms into a whole nother gear… they are super sore .i am very tired today…but i did work out w her for an hr and then did a total 55 minutes on treadmill…i dont know where i got that energy to do that much today… i ended up at the gym for way too long i kept answering work phone calls and found myself  talking with people at the gym which totally threw me off… i dont mean to sound like an ass but i dont have the time to socialize there…im on a timed schedule.. i drank my yogurt,blueberry,banana,whey shake…lunch 2oz of turkey meatloaf..an orange and an apple for dinner 4chicken soft tacos w corn tortillas…very small ones … im still hungry….

im really gonna need u guys ,ur support during this experience of soberhouse…

im really tired and still have work to do…long work day tomorrow…

allie thanks for sharing that POST OFFICE story and keep on w the kick boxing….carly ur right in my eyes i do need salt ,hells lots of it… no not this week i just a got a 4 page story in a magazine, i will be able to talk about i after i shoot it next week… its about how ive lost my100 lbs…and of course SOBERHOUSE2…so when people see these things theyll be able to see how ive done it and my struggles and ups and downs of this journey…thats why i blog about my journey…plus im glad i can share it with you.

ive been trainig so hard with DARLENE and as of today im not eating carbs at nite for the next week…i also am doing cardio at nite as well as when i train with Miss.Thang…im trying to push through…im not struggling to be what people want me to be im being the best i can be for the place im at right now… to be at my best it will take a few more months, right boss? i had a shake w protien powder ,banana ,yogurt,blueberries for breaky, for lunch steamed  cod w lemon ,spinach salad and brown rice(my mama is staying w me so its so much easier right now ,she is cooking for me) and for dinner i had chicken w vegtables(fajita style)…

last nite i went to a Haiti benefit that “REALITY CARES” did ,IN TOUCH weekly sponsored it …it was a great event…

i have an audition tomorrow so im have to go study

apparently SOBER HOUSE 2was mentioned on CELEB REHAB last nite and PEREZ HILTON posted it on his site…

my name is jennifer and im a SALTAHOLIC… i was doing good on my salt intake and boom out of no where i had the urge and its just progressively gotten worse… until today…i have had a bit of a salt attack for the last 2 wks … i just craved it so badly it was making my mouth water… i told on myself and now i had to quit cold turkey …”NO SALT” DARLENE “the boss” commanded… and u know what ,i dont want to be swollen or live dependent on danm SALT… i asked what i could substitute  salt for and she said MRS.DASH so there i went to the store to buy it … when i made my spinach salad with chicken i put MRS.DASH on , ummmm MRS.DASH should be called MRS.YAWN… so i started eating it and nothing…ugh… i got so mad cause all i wanted was salt with lemon on it… so instead it was mrs.dash and lemon w a teaspoon of olive it went….on that note today i started w a yogurt,protien powder, blueberries,banana shake.sugar free rock star, 2 pieces of chicken and brown rice w a bit a parmesan cheese, then for dinner spinach salad w 4oz of chicken and the dash thing….i did alot of cardio 1st 45 minutes at the gym then trained w MISS.DARLENE  during the day but tonight i needed to reach over 3000 calories so i got on the treadmill for 30 minutes…im at 17000 steps so far and its 11pm and i hit over 3400 calories… yesterday i hit 2964 i was on under by 36 and im on this kick for a certain reason ,so miss.thang said that  for what im trying to achieve its not acceptable for me to do that …IM AN ATHLETE damn it…. i watch the OLYMPIANS do their thing and that determination i see in there eyes ,its in their pores ,in the every breath , so its in mine, to achieve my goals…they inspire me as i watch them live their dreams…. such an inspiration.

im so blessed to have a great group of people who really love me and want the best for me…i need them and u…SOBERHOUSE is coming out 2wks from tomorrow and im a bit nervous… i just hope it reaches someone out there watching…

my mama is over for the next few days so itll be nice to have her around… we spend alot of time together regardless… but when life gets super busy its nice to have a loving face around…Toms and Mickeys helps so much too…but having my mama ,theres nothing that compares… shes my mama!!!!!! carrying little mickers warm poop in a bag while walking him keeps me laughing ,reminding me how humble and how my life is soooo filled with humility … and its on a daily basis…he loves to lay on my shoulder when we sleep and the best part is ,he farts on my shoulder and as im sound asleep my face is right in his ass…. oh the lovely moments….sometimes its the small things….

im pms’d to top it off and as a dear old friend of mine C.D use to say “i get the opzies” right before my period so im dropping everything and just stumbling a bit ,NOT FALLING… did enough of that recently still have slight bruises from that POST OFFICE fall…damn it that was terrible but effing HYSTERICAL… again being humbled….

its just busy for me right now…every single second counts these days…

i have been running my booty off… yes ive trained but last week not everyday but hells ya i ran everyday… i took sunday off and layed on my back and watched tv all damn day…oh and ate whatever i wanted …sunflower seeds,pasta ,2 burritos oh ya i started off good by having my sweet little shake… but then i just went for it…you know every now and then u say wtf and do what u want…today i ran 56 minutes in the morning then in the evening 20 minutes of cardio warm up and then trained w DARLENE… today i had a shake a, a protien bar,2 pieces of chicken w brown rice and a handful of sunflower seeds (shell less)…

i really need to work on my time management…

thank you for ur love and support during my dads anniversary…i am short on time  tonight and very tired… yet again a full day but i did find a few hours to be alone this morning….we all need alone time to regroup…

i hit an all time high yesterday in  calories burned 3567…crazy but true and 16786 steps taken….and i sucked at eating yesterday very little just 2 cken tacos w cheese… protien bar…and a shake banana, whey, blueberries…today i woke up with a shake whey ,banana,yogurt,blueberries then 1/2 half a tuna sandwhich and then i met tom for thai food, 2 fresh spring rolls with 1 shrimp in it, brown rice ,brocholi,eggs and chicken dish…i only did cardio for an hr at crazy incline got up to level 10….trainin with DARLENE tomorrow morning… i trained via text with her yesterday … she had the last 3 days off due to personal reasons but that didnt stop little miss.THANG from running the show via text and calls durinng the day…she has been a GOD answered prayer for me …a woman who i trust to guide me in my new way of life and its not 12step program related…

last nite i was reunited with DR.DREW,MIKE STARR, STEVEN ADLER, JENNIE KETCHAM and WILL  alongside with some  thier friends and family…we got to spend some time  together…TOM was there as well…it was actually a nice few hours spent…in 23 days  SOBERHOUSE 2  is coming out so its about to get even busier for me than i already am…

i have an early audition so im going to make this a quickie tonight…why does being a woman entail so much maintance… i had to color my hair, again… ive gone a lot lighter than last year so its just alot  more work with all the colors in it…between that , the nails, toes, workouts,blah blah its just alot of work…

today i did  ONLY cardio…ive been on the treadmill the last 5/6 days for cardio after my training with Darlene,but today i ran straight with out not even a minute break…i did 1hr 25 minutes … i ended up running close to 7 miles…man i was a red as a tomatoe…i had a whey protien,banana,blueberry shake this a.m then cabbage salad and a handful of walnuts for lunch, for dinner i had tuna sandwhich with cut up olives and pepperchinis w mustard and 2 tablespoons a mayo….i made 2 cans of tuna but have alot left over for tomorrow and/or the next day  or both…i also had 2 oz of chicken i think the running and hard training i also did yesterday is making me need more fuel…and  a vitamin water w/lots of water today…so far today alone ive burned over 3000 calories and  over 15ooo steps…yesterday BOSS kicked my ass w sqats of all sorts my feet holding  medicne ball  side to side sit ups then these 1/2 windmills with my legs side to side and then laying on the medicine ball on my back w/weights in my hands crunching then standing ,curling the weights then falling back on the ball…ya all in one time… we did other things too but man i am super sore today…

there is so much more that goes on in one day but im just to tired to go on…

today was my little brothers bday… tomorrow is my dads anniversary of his death… i miss him so much… i will go see him tomorrow… oh if  GOD can just open heaven up for him to be able to see my brother and i for just 30 seconds…he would be so proud of  DWIGHT…he has turned out to be an incredible man…

ok what are the chances… this morning TOM and i are exchanging VALENTINES gifts and cards… so i open my card from him …with a huge laugh i say oh babe now open ur card …. WE GOT THE SAME EXACT CARDS !!!!! he and i laughed for a long time …. he told me he got his on Wed of last week and i bought mine for him yesterday … 25miles apart at different stores…. who does that…how wierd is that… he gave me beautiful gifts and we had a ball today …

i did go to the gym and ran for 1hr10 minutes i hit over 3000 calories and 17000 steps ….i had chicken w corn tortillas for dinner and for breaky i had hash brown and toast…. im gonna make this short cuz i have a long day tomorrow….

i love my MICKEY, MY TOM,MY MAMA and BROTHER,FAMILY and all my FRIENDS

stacey,carol w, vanessa, carly, steve f, tawanda, julie, anna,don,angela,lesley,darlene, chief, victor , don,greg,sammy,cynthia,jenn b,debbie, oh and all u ladies and gentlemen out there who support me and read this journal…I LOVE YOU…

man last nite i ended up doing more cardio and then showered and layed down around 12:30… so then came 5:30 am and my ass was still awake…wtf…ya then 7am this mornin TOM got this call that his brother/friend from I.C.M.C  the President of his motorcycle club was going to work  on his bike and got hit by a car and ran over by a Semi truck… he is in the hospital right now and recovering but by the Grace of God he is ok and nothing was broken although the truck ran over his leg… his name is TOMMY , poor guy…so its been a day of lots of prayers for TOMMY… i finally fell aslepp around 9 am and had canceled my whole day…my day started then around 1pm… i been off all day…although i did end up going to the gym and …

training w DARLENE…yesterday i did all upper body combo and today the legs… and lots  of stomach…and i ended up doing 1hr and 35 minutes of cardio … i have burnt so far over 3000 cals and 18000  steps and did many many miles…i was having trouble doin side planks and kept shouting ‘my mind , my mind is stronger than my body” i got thru it…today i ate a bagel,whey protien/vanilla fat free yogurt/blueberries shake, then 3 garden burgers plain, 2 corn tortillas with chicken … stacey i eat apex oatmeal raison bars… i drink at least 1 to 2 big Smart waters daily plus any other water that is in my way i drink so much effing water these days…DARLENE is weighing me tomorrow morning and body fat measuring me… ill keep u posted …ugh!!!!

um right now TOM says to me “babe u know in the 60’s the housewives would leave the oven open after they cooked ,so u should do thias” then he pursues to open the oven cuz i baked chicken breast….i smiled and bit my tongue…so here i go…”what fooooooool… theres no ring on my finger, to me calling me a house wife…WTF’ jeez at leat give my ass a ring before you go down that road and giving me housewife tip…and a big fat ring at that.”ahhhhh that feels better… ok it was more funny than not… i love him …(he might get up set that i wrote this but….heheheheh.)

i am so happy to hear from u !!! that u are reading my blogs ! really its just my journalling… regardless u are taking the time out of ur busy life to follow me and THANK YOU  from the bottom of my heart…i was asked to twitter and so i started that too so please follow me … http://twitter.com/JenniferGimenez 

last week i had alot of nite life going on… my girl MANDY SHERMAN had a birthday party at the”SAINT” on Wednesday nite , Thrusday i had an event for my friend ALLIASON MELNICK at “PLAYHOUSE” and Friday nite my friend RYAN OCONNOR had a play “RYAN O CONNOR EATS HIS FEELINGS” so it was soical nite life at its finest… during the day i was super busy with life…running around phone calls and yes the fun filled gym! TOM and I were so beat by Saturday with just one more party to attend Sunday THE SUPERBOWL! ahhh my “COLTS” lost and lost bad…i was at Toms friends house with 100 people and 90 of them were cheering for the “SAINTS” including TOM … ya and there i was all in “COLTS” gear talking all the SHIT one could until the 4th quarter… oh my ass and ego hurt !!!oh well , theres always next year… now im on to the “LAKERS”…

on Thrus i got the call… and yes my car was  finally ready after 33 days of all the crap and serious work on my car and my baby is back in my belonging… TOYOTA OF GLENDORA  was outstanding in there service of my vehicle… i would like to personally “THANK THE SERVICE DEPARTMENT DAVE, DANNY AND THE ACTUAL SERVICE TECH WHO TOOK CARE OF MY CAR”they really worked with TOM and i and now baby is ready to rock and roll…

i had my mama over for the weekend and played daughter and mommy to both her and little MICKEY…it was nice…i dressed her up in “COLTS” gear too…

SOBER HOUSE 2 IS COMING OUT IN A MONTH or less  ON VH1… ive been watching CELEBRITY REHAB 3… last weeks show was amazing for me … HEID FLIESS & TOM SIZEMORE laying there talking as a once couple made me sad…(u cant act that moment as great as they were in their reality) & TOM SIZEMORE  with his girlfriend monroe(wow how she triggers him by just being in his presence) are toxic for eachother…im a little nervous about it ,SH2…i just tried my best to do what my job entailed… although im happy to say i do look much different from even that show… due to my intensive work out ,training ,eating habits and yes DARLENE oh and me too…8-O

ok so speaking intense working out my BOSS ,DARLENE  decided to crank it up a notch … ya thanks lady… to burn 3000 or omore caleries a day 10000 ateps or more and that means much more cardio and moving me around more at all times… adjusting to that has yet made me come to another challenge…she broke down how im not eating enough to burn carbs and fat so my body starts to burn muscle … this whole new way has been so intense… mentally my body doesnt want to keep going but my mind is trying… so hence me grunting like a freak at the gym and on my treadmill (poor TOM and people around me at gym) its me really going for mind over matter… last nite i watched  “THE BIGGEST LOSER’ and so effing related to them… i felt as if i was on the show… when Juliann was yelling at the poor girl who was the “teacher” about how she was playing tough girl and then her teaching her mom and her mom on the treadmill moaning,grunting thats me…breaking thru…

A NEW DAWN IS A RISING IN ME

so thrus of last week i went bike riding to the post office …thinking i was a car i made a left hand turn into the post office with my mail in my mouth i turn … “oh how cute i am “, ” look at me im a car!!!”…  im turning to go into the drive thru like all the other cars… there are 2 cars in front of me and 10 behind me…what happens next is only something that could only be seen in a comedy movie…i start wobbeling , i start losing control and BOOM!!!!!!!!!!! i fall !!!! not only do i fall but im about to hit a poll so i pull my body more to one side so i could avoid it! i land in a bush with MUD all over my hair,face, mouth, body, clothes shoes and bike on top of me… i am mortified so i start wiping myself off and 5 cars behind me pulls over this lady who asks me if im ok and i reply “ya i cant believe i just fell its been decades since i fell off a bike”… she replies”oh my im glad ur ok but to have had to fall in front of all these cars and people , u must be so embarrassed’ … i couldnt look at her anymore … hello i was more than embarrassed…i got up and waited for the cars to pass and called TOM and was dying… i did end up going thru the drive thru though… i am still covered in sooooooo many bruises its unbelievable….and am so sore… oh man what a fool i was… we live and learn… im being a baby to TOM and DARLENE about it cuz you know, i want some compassion… a friend of mine i call “CHIEF” asked DARLENE if i was an athlete in high school or college? ummmmm i didnt go to school but 2 months out of the year cuz i was busy working as a SUPER MODEL!!!!!!!! and no college yet… so “NO” im not nor was i ever an athlete … but now i am going to be DAMN IT!!!! first i must over come my clumsiness

my weekend was great… i worked out everyday last week but rested sunday… even though i was sore i listened to DARLENE… today i ended up doing 7.5 miles of cardio and trained with the boss for an hour… she now has me burning 3000 caleries a day … i have the “bug” on so its all logged…i ended up burning 3322 calories and took 15569 steps today as well… i had to do 45 minutes more of cardio tonight to burn more caloriesl… DARLENE  might get mad that i didnt eat enough… this morning i had whey protien, yogurt and a banana shake/ for lunch i had 1/2 a salad/  and tonight a protien bar…. see for me i feel its alot but DARLENE doesnt feel that way… im about to get introuble tomorrow…

i am training early then i have to do pick ups/reshoots for SOBER HOUSE 2 … and inbetween i have a lot of work to do for other projects…i have a busy i mean busy week!  

i miss some of my friends i havent seen for a while … that doesnt mean i dont think of you often though xoxoxoxo

my mama isnt feeling  well again… ill i can do is just be there for her and im pray