boy ive been a bundle of tears today…i havent cried i mean really cried in so long…so today it just pored out… i feel like a lot of “new ” things are going on in my life…ive been traveling so much lately, i actually like it ,being in different cities … except ive been around a hell of a lot of people  and at times it gets to me … i call it  wearing the mask syndrome…( smile here, be nice there, look like this , say that) …i just dont believe the b.s of it all…and after a while i wonder if people would just like me for me ( the real me)…maybe if i wasnt so tired today i wouldnt be such a debbie downer , jeez…i was recently in “Miami” … i have to say it was a magical experience for me… im hoping i can go back there and kinda make it a home away from home place…or…just keep working there … i miss my “Miami”

…like i said before so many new things are happenin in my life and im just trying to show up for it all… i have to say i suck ass real bad i kept saying i was goin to start bloggin but these days the way life is for me if i have my shoes on as i leave out the door every morning its a lucky day , so getting on the computer is a miracle when it happens …i promised quite a few people that i would blog more often and i didnt keep my word …. i dont like empty promises so sorry….mickey is so cute right now he is kissin me and sitting on my neck like a parrot this little guy is such a trip with his crazy personality u just never know what to expect well…. he always is a loving mamas boy its kinda riduclous we were out earlier and he was into just makin out and anytime people touched him he would take a deep breath and start kissin me ….like a possesive boyfriend… i loved it !!!!!!!!!!!

its been a little over a month and a half since i wrapped SOBER HOUSE 2… i have to say that this time around there was a greater growing  experience for me… i learned more about the disease of alcoholism and addiction… more about compassion,patience,anger,my body,exercise,sleep depervation,saddness,frustration,happiness,joy,the ability to push thru,accomplishment,being of sevice,tolerance and most important love …this group of courageous men and women were very sharp,intelligent,witty,kind,scared,loving sweet and tender souls…i have to say i was kept on my toes most of the time…This disease of alcohol and drugs is deadly and really isnt a joke it wants us dead…Thank You cast Dennis,Heidi,Tom,Mike,Seth,Jenny,Kendra and Kerrie Anne…i would like to Thank Dr.Drew, John Irwin,Damien Sullivan,Bob Forrest,VH1,Dr.Sophy,Will,Loesha, Noah Pollack,Bruce Toms,Rob Buchta,Alison ,Mark J,Patrick,Louie,Stephanie,Mark P,J.R ,and the crew ,CREW CREW CREW(for being my nightly rock and sense of reality)….also Tom , Sponsor, Rachel and Alec for taking care of me while i was at war!!!…i know it sounds like a lot  of people to thank but it took all our sweat, gutts and tears to do this show…

oh the days of spending quality time with my family was starting to weigh on me… i got the opportunity this weekend…. life has been very full for me the last 9 months … with that said i’m certainly not complaining…. i’m living my dreams today …. i do have to find the balance cuz i just go go go and then i get sick and its like God doing for me what i cant yet seem to balance… balance! ha!!!!i took my ma and godmother along with Tom to the beach Saturday and Sun it was me and the girls to Venice Beach Ca…the boardwalk jeez i wanted to scream i personally dont like so many people in one place…. i did take the ladies to Sidewalk Cafe and i watched the people perform and own their space… people call them crazy but i was in awe of ther prescense,as this band performed Jeff  Buckleys “Hallelujah” and this woman who really loved her moves just danced and i think she might perform with them alot… i couldnt get my eyes off them…. the courage that they had… kinda fasinating to me…well now i’m sick , probably just runned down….i’,m honestly glad i dont use anymore… it really has thrown me off poor DJ AM dying…. i am so sad for everyone who knew him and his poor family… he was an incredible man…i just think man that could be me … those “just one more times” us in recovery say …. i have said that time and time again, my relapses…i’m just grateful 3 yrs &7 months & 23 days  ago my life began healing and i havent had to use or drink since… its just a miracle how lucky i am to have breath… its just so nice to have a grin on my face knowing at this very moment im ok !!!

Well this my first post via blackberry… I hope it goes thru correct…I tried to toast a bagel this morning and of course I burnt it! I am running around L.A doing work stuff and seem to be trying to just be in the moment but today my head is loud. I don’t know about u but I allow so much nonsense to get in my own way. I,in writing am asking God to come into the picture and my NOW and to please carry me thru this day! Inga from random talk radio called me out on my blogging and I’ve lagged for a while, Thank You girl for calling me out on it. I lag no longer. I so enjoyed doing that interview. So much has happened in the last month and a half and I will talk about my experience a bit later. How life just happens and how amazing to be present to see it thru. Its amazing to me that NO MATTER what we get thru it. I have missed this xoxo

JENNIFER GIMENEZ is back on RANDOM TALK RADIO! Tune in to hear JENNIFER dish out details about her new hit show MODEL LATINA & the upcoming SOBER HOUSE 2! She is back and is BETTER THAN EVER! You can’t miss this show! 

TONIGHT I WILL BE ON BLOGTALK RADIO @ 7PM  PST 10PM EST ….PLEASE LISTEN IF U CAN …..

today is a good day… i am enough today… that is what i will be saying all day….no matter what comes my way … i  had a great day yesterday… i woke up thanking God for life… mickey looks so happy today …he is in his pajamas ,which he loves so much… he gets so excited when i say lets put them on … i enjoying going to bed everynite knowing i will torture Tom with everything that could possibly bug a man , like putting my fingers in his ears,nose, biting his neck,putting my hands over his face, wrapping my legs like a rubberband on his, tapping my feet,pinching his belly and tossing and turning…wow on paper that doesnt sound so HOT but its me and God bless the man he loves me … i saw my little brother last nite and it made me so happy …and saw my mama during the day inbetween all the madness i face day to day and what a gift to have that…. i wish for u the gift of laughter today…..

I AM DOING A RADIO TALK SHOW THIS FRIDAY MAY 29TH …………………………………………………….            STRONGER THAN LIFE.                                                                                                                                                                                                           

JENNIFER GIMENEZ has accomplished a lot through out her life time so far. From modeling and acting, to addiction and recovery, she has battled and overcome the many obstacles that have been thrown her way. She has learned from her mistakes and has moved on to better her life, her career & other peoples lives as well. She is not only doing it to help others, she is doing it to help herself. And in my opinion, that makes her STRONGER THAN LIFE.
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today at 4:20 yes 4:20 pm est. i will be on gulf 104 so go to www.gulf104.com listen to Mark Thompson and i and comment on ur thoughts…thanks a bunch for the love and support …

HEY GUYS CHECK OUT  www.poprockcandymountain.com Mr.Jeff Clark and I did our weekly interview …SIPPIN ON JENN AND JEFF…tell me what u think ….EVERY WEEK WE WILL BE DOING THIS SO STAY TUNED…and every week we will have guests  from celebrities ,to our friends,fans and family … so u too can be our guest on this show …send me  comments …

Sippin on Jenn and Jeff: Your Weekly Recap Of VH1’s Sober House With Jennifer Gimenez and Jeff Clark.

» HEAR EPISODE ONE BY CLICKING HERE