Oct
20.
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its really my favorite time of the year… fall /winter is so gorgeous all over really! so much is going on … alot of  growth  comes from  growing pains they say, but it doesnt always feel so good. im confused if its me or if its just what happens in this wonderful thing called life…am i doing the right thing? am i enough? is this Gods will… i should just stop and let be what will be (i guess)….i watched Marley and Me  all the while holding Mickey screaming ,crying  with snot dripping in my house last nite.i first saw the movie on a plane (poor person next to me) …. oh my i was a mess on that plane…. i would of embarrassed anyone who knows me … that movie just gets me …i have to say Mickey just fasinates me … he means so much to me … really the one thing that has loved me so unconditonally fat or skinny, happy or sad, ugly or pretty  he just looks at me like i am ruler of  his  universe if i could be have the woman he thinks i am on a daily basis i would rule my own universe….he shows me what uncondional love is and looks like… at the end of the day we all just want to be loved… thats it just that simple… i want to be loved …




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Oct
14.
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boy ive been a bundle of tears today…i havent cried i mean really cried in so long…so today it just pored out… i feel like a lot of “new ” things are going on in my life…ive been traveling so much lately, i actually like it ,being in different cities … except ive been around a hell of a lot of people  and at times it gets to me … i call it  wearing the mask syndrome…( smile here, be nice there, look like this , say that) …i just dont believe the b.s of it all…and after a while i wonder if people would just like me for me ( the real me)…maybe if i wasnt so tired today i wouldnt be such a debbie downer , jeez…i was recently in “Miami” … i have to say it was a magical experience for me… im hoping i can go back there and kinda make it a home away from home place…or…just keep working there … i miss my “Miami”

…like i said before so many new things are happenin in my life and im just trying to show up for it all… i have to say i suck ass real bad i kept saying i was goin to start bloggin but these days the way life is for me if i have my shoes on as i leave out the door every morning its a lucky day , so getting on the computer is a miracle when it happens …i promised quite a few people that i would blog more often and i didnt keep my word …. i dont like empty promises so sorry….mickey is so cute right now he is kissin me and sitting on my neck like a parrot this little guy is such a trip with his crazy personality u just never know what to expect well…. he always is a loving mamas boy its kinda riduclous we were out earlier and he was into just makin out and anytime people touched him he would take a deep breath and start kissin me ….like a possesive boyfriend… i loved it !!!!!!!!!!!



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