i just finished cleaning out my skirts and shirts… wow how do we aquire so much s*&! … i tried on so many things …so many big things that no longer fit me… its kinda wierd getting rid of my big clothes … really because that girl i was for so many years built a great foundation , got humbled , lived in humility and had a great layer of protection on the outside at all times  while  being  heavy … their is nothing wrong with what size u are as long as u feel comfortable… ive gone thru different sizes and different shapes in the last 4 really 5 years …from ultra addict thin,bloated to well fat to voluptous to curvy to now fit… man its a trip to watch ur body change…the other day i came running out topless to Tom screaming “BABBBBE! LOOK! LOOOOOK! LOOOOK AT MEEEEEEE!” and typical guy behavior his eyes pop out and was like “yes” and i started crying as i stood there arms to my side “LOOK HONEY MY BOOBS DONT MORPH INTO MY BACK ANYMORE ,LIKE ONE BIG UNIBOOB/BACK!” crying like a little girl for joy…he just looked at me as was like “um good babe” so didnt get it … for me a huge victory for him just another crazy “girls are wierd moment”… so as for the clothes and my saying goodbye to the protection layer , id like to say “THANK YOU FOR PROTECTING ME WHILE I SO NEEDED YOU TO EVOLVE INTO THE WOMAN I AM BECOMING” growing up is such a trip ….i gave my mom my clothes to give to charity … hopefully it will help a woman like it did me …