so i am now in the east coast for over the next 3 weeks working on a new tv show… i am looking forward to this new adventure in my life… change is growth… and thru growth comes wisdom…if u chosse it … i choose to move forward and gain wisdom in my life… even though i have to walk thru fear of the unknown… i must say i miss my family and friends already… but i do know i have u … and that i carry u with me … i dont do this all alone today… i cant …. so i go to bed knowing i have u in my heart … there is a new dawn rising

here is an article Chad Darnel wrote on gaywired.com … http://www.gaywired.com/Article.cfm?Section=165&ID=21983  tell me ur thoughts or comments please… i really think he is a brillant writer…

today at 4:20 yes 4:20 pm est. i will be on gulf 104 so go to www.gulf104.com listen to Mark Thompson and i and comment on ur thoughts…thanks a bunch for the love and support …

so much is going on … i am about to start a new show … i leave to Florida … i am in the midst of packing and getting my life in order for the next month … i will be journaling all the time there… please pray for me… i do need it… new adventures and a new phase in my life… im a little nervous about it…

ive been so sick with the flu…i started with it last monday…thought it got better and BOOM friday came and i was down for the count… NOT i repeat NOT an ounce of cute came out of me Sat or Sun… i was in so much pain ,vomitt, diaherra, chills,fever , headaches,needy,whinney and worst of them all NAGGY… thank God for a new day and lots of sleep… i went to traffic school on Sat … man that was long… i went to 2 courts today and took care of business(traffic tickets)…i just got a job offer for a show …im pretty excited …i will tell u more tomorrow…. just did SIPPIN ON JENN AND JEFF 20 minutes ago , we had a blast …Suzanne Hamilton was our guest …ill post it when Jeff gets it up …i missed writing in my journal… i miss hearing from u guys…do u ever feel like this (life) might be a dream…

its almost 9pm and im done for the day … still not feeling well… being out and about all day wore me out… i woke up in a panic due to Tom waking me … stuff was going on around us ,not to us ,but around us… today was that day were i felt as if i was walking in a dream… just icky,but not bad just icky if that makes sense … day is done for me … still in an ankle brace and glad i get to start my day all over again in 3 hours… i have to say my mom was with me today … God i love her… her love for my brother and i blows me away…she is such a gift to me … xoxoxo

HEY GUYS CHECK OUT  www.poprockcandymountain.com Mr.Jeff Clark and I did our weekly interview …SIPPIN ON JENN AND JEFF…tell me what u think ….EVERY WEEK WE WILL BE DOING THIS SO STAY TUNED…and every week we will have guests  from celebrities ,to our friends,fans and family … so u too can be our guest on this show …send me  comments …

im really sick ..yesterday it hit me ,my body ached so bad and my ankle was killing me  …and yet again i reinjured my ankle … im back on a brace for it ….my new chapter has started in my life… i was a bit wierded out from it….just that its a new day and a new phase in my life …but i believe in faith and a God that loves me just as much as he loves u … people get all anti this anti that  about the word God ….i just know im not that word  and that something out there is and thankfully its not me…. i would screw it all up if i was …. i am ok today just need to rest …

ok so ive been lame and lacking this far not getting to know my website…so im with greg and tom ..they are teaching me…so now i will be able to do this..